I'm terrible about always looking at what is is behind me, both literally and figuratively. Sure, we can learn from history and try not to make the same mistakes, but I seem to take it to the extreme. If I've been hurt I make damn sure to not be hurt again. The juxtaposition in my heart and mind between my core personality (humanitarian) and my deep fear of rejection and humiliation causes me a great deal of anxiety. However, I've started to convince myself that if I don't look back, the "monster" really isn't there.
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